February 2012
20 posts
Someday I will look back on this and laugh
but for now I am just trying to tell my brain to do things and relearn behaviors and trick myself into trying to keep my thoughts and negativity at bay.
Everything’s gonna be okay. I promise. Just have faith. Just have faith.
Fucking fuck....
Why are relationships so hard? Especially when they are the GOOD relationships.
MERR. I hate being a romantic. I hate being the one that falls head over heels and is completely and truly in love with someone and then I feel like I scare them away. I wish I could be the one with boundaries set in my brain and not giving everything in a relationship. UGH.
But then again…I really love who I...
January 2012
41 posts
clementinevintagedarling asked: i knew i liked you! i run a hunter fan blog! (i have no shame)
Baby Harp Seal Conversations
Life Aquatic...
I think that the Jaguar Shark in Life Aquatic could feasibly be a metaphor for depression…how no one believes that it really exists and Bill Murray just keeps persevering to get the damn thing killed or taken care of because that’s all he’s got. His wife is basically leaving him, he has a new son which is exciting but mostly overwhelming (like most things that are upbeat that...
That one time I got so high I barfed...
…I’ve done my fair share of partying in my time. I’m not proud of it…I see drugs as a weakness, a way that people who cannot deal with reality escape reality. I’m not saying smoking pot on occasion is a sin but people who need it to function bother me a little bit. Then again…whatever gets you through your day I guess. I personally grew up with a drug dealing...
